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8 September, 2026

Blackwork isn’t just black and white

2026-09-08T09:11:54-05:00Embroidery|0 Comments

I just wrapped up teaching the Zoom version of my Modern Blackwork Embroidery Sampler class. We had such fun stitching it and for my group who have been meeting together weekly for several years now, this project had a unique challenge: counting.

So a little here’s a little history lesson. Blackwork has been around for a long time. The version you see if you Google the words “blackwork embroidery” was popular in the English Renaissance, although similar kinds of counted-thread embroidery were being done in other parts of the world much earlier. Traditionally, it was black silk thread on off-white linen, and it was often used on clothing, especially places like collars and cuffs. The reason it was specific to those parts of garments is because the traditional stitch, called the Holbein or double running stitch, is reversible. Since you can often see both sides of the fabric on collars and cuffs, that meant your stitching looked good no matter which side you were seeing.

A lot of the early designs were geometric and floral, which makes sense when you’re stitching on an even-weave fabric that gives you a built-in grid. It’s a pretty good setup for crisp geometrics and repeating patterns. Floral patterns were outlined in a back stitch and filled with smaller patterns. Modern interpretations vary both the colors and the stitches a little bit. There’s a really charming traditional-style pattern from the Embroiderers Guild of America on this page that features honeycomb and bees; you can download it for free if you sign up for their newsletter.

For my version, I wanted to make it a little more interesting to stitch and to give my embroidery enthusiasts a new challenge. We stitched this sample on Aida cloth. It’s usually used for cross stitch, but it’s a really easy-to-find even weave fabric, the perfect thing for geometric patterns. I chose navy blue to give this a modern twist using the same idea of light and dark, but making it have a dark background and bright colored stitches.

Several of the sections use traditional blackwork stitch forms, but I added others to give us a chance to take what you might think of as standard embroidery stitches, like herringbone or fly stitch, and work them on a grid instead of freehand. That fly stitch section in the aqua and green (to the left) was particularly satisfying to stitch using the grid to make the stitches so precise.

One thing I kept more traditionally blackwork was the style of the thread. Most embroidery classes I see use 6-stranded embroidery floss because it’s really easy to find in nearly any craft store. But I didn’t think that stranded style really looked like blackwork when stitched. So I made the sampler in size 8 perle cotton. Perle cotton is another kind of embroidery thread, but it’s meant to be used as one single thread. You see it a lot at quilt shops because it’s nice for decorative hand quilting. It’s honestly my favorite kind of thread to stitch with. The smooth perle cotton looks a lot more like the kinds of handspun silk threads that would have been used in blackwork in the Renaissance.

I also chose three variegated colors of threads to add some interest to the stitches. I love how the color gently changes from acid green to aqua as you move down the row of fly stitches. (This is Wonderfil Eleganza perle cotton color EZM14 Lettuce Wrap.) And here’s a tutorial for the fly stitch if you want to try a little on your own.

Why did I do all of these variations? Because spending 12 lessons doing one specific blackwork stitch structure turns into a class that’s just about counting. And that sounded really boring for everyone. So I looked for different stitch structures that kept the flavor of blackwork embroidery but gave some different architecture to work with. That’s really what I wanted from this sampler: not to make a perfect reproduction of historical blackwork, but to understand what makes the technique work well enough that we could start playing with it.

The whole class agreed that the plaited feather stitch was the biggest challenge. Which is probably a good thing. I don’t think a class should be completely comfortable from beginning to end. There should be at least one point where you have to stop, look at what you’re doing, and think, “Wait. How does this work?”

If you are intrigued and want to try some of your own, you can find the Modern Blackwork Embroidery Sampler class on my website or at Skillshare. Those are on-demand so you can start right now and come back whenever you have time to stitch. The best part of this class project, I think, is that you don’t have to make a whole sampler. Each stitch is its own block and its own lesson, so you can try the ones that intrigue you or stitch the whole thing and try them all.

26 August, 2026

Why a Fiber Artist Makes Paper Art

2026-08-26T10:20:42-05:00An Artist's Life|Comments Off on Why a Fiber Artist Makes Paper Art

When I applied for an art show a few months back, I had to pick a category for my art: Fiber Arts or Paper. And I was stumped. I do both. And sometimes both in the same piece. Ultimately I decided that I would go with fiber arts because that’s what I’m “known for” in the local community and if someone was looking for where my booth was, that was probably the category that they would flip to.

I started adding more and more paper to my work about the time of the pandemic. I was trying to find things I could teach people that they could do from their own homes. I was also bored out of my mind and looking for classes I could take from home. Fabric and thread were hard to find. Paper was just much easier to get ahold of, especially recycled paper. It was an obvious choice for me because I’ve been designing fabrics from recycled papers for years, so it was already a part of my practice, just not necessarily the finished product.

I didn’t really set out to become a paper artist. At first, paper was just a practical solution to a practical problem. But once I started working with it, I realized how much of the way I already thought about fabric could be applied to paper—and how many things paper could do that fabric couldn’t.

Fabric and paper really aren’t that different. Both can be folded, layered, stitched, cut, pieced, gathered, curved. One thing I appreciate about paper is its ability to have some structure without having to do layers of interfacing and foam. One of the really fun things about moving more into paper was the chance to discover things. Fabric is familiar enough that I can often look at a piece and have a pretty good idea what it’s going to do before I even touch it. Paper still surprises me. I don’t understand the technical specs of paper at all. Seriously, if anyone knows a class or a book that explains GSM and the different kinds of paper in language that someone-not-a-paper-geek can understand, I need it. I know I have papers I love the feel and weight of but I don’t know how to find that thing again. But I digress.

Paper and fabric also share a lot of the same material components. I have worked with paper made from cotton, silk and wool, just like fabric. Both art forms also have a long history of making something interesting out of scraps. Traditionally quilters didn’t necessarily start with a perfectly coordinated stack of new fabric. Sometimes the interesting part is figuring out how a collection of leftovers and scraps can work together. Paper can work the same way. Surface design techniques like marbling and block printing work great on both surfaces. In fact, one of my favorite moments from a Zoom class where I was a student was pulling out my quilting ruler and rotary cutter to cut some paper for a project. The other students in the class all had book arts background and had never thought of using what they thought of as “quilting tools”. We all laughed about getting so immersed in your own media that you forget to think outside the box.

Several of the classes I have been teaching lately have been all about using recycled paper. I love this for several reasons.

It changes the way you think about starting a project from “what should I buy” to “what do I have?”. It forces you to think about the potential in what’s sitting in front of you instead of curating the perfect color match. The limitations of what you have become part of the problem solving. And for me, this is really the fun part. Sometimes a technique I learned for fabric turns out to work beautifully on paper. Sometimes paper does something I wish fabric would do. And sometimes I make something that sits somewhere in between and makes the whole question of which category it belongs in seem a little silly.

This book is one of the samples from my One Sheet, Six Pockets class. You could use any kind of paper to make the cover for this book, but for my samples, I used the ubiquitous brown paper shopping bag. It’s cheap and easy; everyone has one. It’s actually a nice weight and thickness for this project and makes a book that feels sturdy. This tomatoes design was made from catalog photos of tablecloths and clothing, a scrap of glitter card stock, green masking tape and a little stitching in green thread. The diagonal line you see across the front is one of the six pockets that you fold into the cover. Inside is filled with scrap paper to make the pages: copier paper, graph paper, misprinted pattern pages.

The project in the Envelope Book class is another folded structure but without the pages. It’s maybe more for organizing a collection of objects like photos. It’s also made with just two sheets of paper. Something like wrapping paper would be great for this one and I know I have a couple of pieces folded up that were too nice to just toss.

These are both very simple structures, but that’s part of what I like about them. You don’t need a studio full of specialized bookbinding equipment to start making things with paper. You can start with the paper you already have and try something without worrying that you are using up the “good stuff”.

19 August, 2026

What I Wish People Knew Before They Start Designing Fabric

2026-08-19T14:34:04-05:00Spoonflower & Fabric Design|6 Comments

Spoonflower announced a sort of re-branding this week and I was thinking back about my relationship with Spoonflower over the years. If you’ve taken a class from me, you might have heard some of my stories, but I was on the beta-test list back when Spoonflower was basically just an idea and a single ink-jet printer. I’ve still got that first yard of fabric that I printed. We wrote The Spoonflower Handbook a few years after that. I’d like to think Spoonflower and I were still friends these days, although I don’t think I even know anyone who works there anymore. It’s been a lot of years and rebrands since then; I’m sure they’ll never see this post.

I met Spoonflower’s co-founder, Steven, because I was an assistant at a class he taught here in Minneapolis for the Surface Design Association. In class, we were making dinner napkins from crayon drawings. Yes, a big national conference workshop and we were drawing with crayons.

And that got me thinking about what I wish people knew about designing fabric. In the time since we wrote the book, the marketplace for teaching people about fabric design has boomed in epic proportions. I got to teach exactly four “master classes” at Spoonflower with about four dozen awesome students. (Some of them I still talk to! Shout out Anne and Mary and Carolyn!)

Now there are teachers working with thousands of students (and making many many dollars) teaching all of the secrets of fabric design. I’d love to be one of those super internet-famous successful teachers, but the reality is that I’m not. And that’s because I don’t believe there are any secrets. There’s no magic formula. There’s no one right way. There’s no must-have tool. And that’s not a great hook for selling a thousand dollar class.

When we started out teaching about Spoonflower, it was with crayons, because honestly, you can make some abso-freaking-lutely amazing designs with crayons. Or colored pencils or paint or recycled paper or block prints.

That bananas design up at the top of the post is a great example.

  • I made the bananas from scraps of yellow paper: envelopes, scrapbooking paper, junk mail.
  • I spatter painted some black ink on a piece of paper and scanned it.
  • I made a rubber stamp out of a pencil cap eraser and made a pattern of open polkadots and scanned it.
  • I colored the black tips on the bananas with a sharpie and scanned them.
  • I put all of those together in layers in Photoshop and added the aqua background.

That’s a piece of the printed fabric you see in the photo. If you set down the device you are reading this post on, you could do almost all of those steps right now with just that much vague description from me.

What about the next step?

People have been making seamlessly repeating patterns, ie the kind you need to make fabrics look right, since before the Industrial Revolution. There’s nothing high-tech about it. Shout out to Agto Nugroho on Unsplash for the photo of someone printing a seamlessly repeating pattern carved out of a block of wood. I made the bananas into a seamlessly repeating pattern by essentially moving them around until they looked good. I used Photoshop, but I didn’t need Photoshop to do it. I could do the same thing using a freebie app on my phone. (Although I will be honest, that would be a lot harder for me.)

Why did I make bananas?

I could tell you something about researching trends or keywords or things like that, but it’s a much simpler reason. I was at a knitting conference show selling my work and someone asked me “Do you have a bag with bananas on it?” And I said: I don’t, but I can. So I did. It’s been a really popular design. I like it because it’s quirky and colorful. There was no marketing department pitch or having to get the creative director to sign on to it. I just designed it because it sounded like something I’d like.

Here’s another great example.

This Walk the Dog design started as a pencil drawing.

  • I refined and cleaned it up in Illustrator.
  • I “colored in” the dogs with collages made from security envelopes and scrap paper.
  • I made a repeating pattern and added the background color.
  • I printed the fabric.

Why the dogs and the red background?

At the time I was selling a lot of scarves made from my fabrics and many people love dogs and love red. I don’t like red so I don’t use it alot, but it was a great way to get a color into my collection that I wouldn’t have picked otherwise.

You are probably thinking “there’s a little more to it than that, Becka!” You aren’t wrong. And if you are super excited reading this and don’t know how to start, then that’s what my class Spoonflower Step One is for. I explain all of the things I glossed over in those bullet points. If you wanted to make a design like Walk The Dog, then A Trio of Techniques for Designing Fabrics digs a little deeper into that process.

What do I wish people knew about fabric design?

The important part is making something.

You don’t need to buy more tools or apps. You can start with crayons, paper scraps, paint, a rubber stamp, a pencil—or whatever you happen to have nearby.

You don’t need to know exactly what you’re doing. Make something interesting first. There is no ideal pattern size or color palette.

You don’t need to design for everyone. Make the thing you want to see in the world. Someone else might want it too.

You don’t need to follow the rules. In fact, there are no rules. There are lots of ways to make a successful fabric design, and most of them started with someone trying something that wasn’t in the instructions.

I think that’s the thing that has gotten lost along the way: experimentation and curiosity. That’s probably the biggest thing I’ve learned—and tried to teach—about designing fabric. There aren’t really any secrets. There is just making something, seeing what happens, and being curious enough to make the next thing.

17 August, 2026

I love people who love.

2026-08-17T21:48:46-05:00An Artist's Life, Everything Else|2 Comments

I was watching a video today of Lin-Manuel Miranda asking Jodi Benson (the voice of Ariel) to sign the DVD cover of his copy of The Little Mermaid. The look of pure joy on his face just made me smile. That kind of love for something is completely contagious and infectious. It makes me feel good to see that happen. It made me think about how much I love it when I meet someone who tells me about something they love. Now, I’ve never met Lin-Manuel, but he is utterly transparent about things that bring him joy. And one of my themes for the year is about finding more joy, so why not seek out some more people who love things!

Here are some things I love.

  • Two of my very favorite moments of joy were meeting Kermit the Frog while wearing my Sesame Street tshirt (2006) and seeing the original ruby slippers from the Wizard of Oz (2019).
  • Every one of my dogs has had a theme song. We sing it to them often. Olive’s theme song is All of Me by Willie Nelson but you have to change the lyrics to “Olivine, why not take Olivine? Can’t you see, I am no good without you.” (because that’s her full name).

Here are some other expressions of love that maybe you haven’t happened across, but you should keep an eye out for them.

Both Wil Wheaton and John Scalzi tell the world about how much they love their wives. If you are a nerd of my generation, you absolutely know who Wil Wheaton is and you should read his blog. Scalzi is an awesome sci-fi author also with a blog. I’ve read some of his books (Old Man’s War series) multiple times. I once saw him do a reading at a little library in Roseville MN and he was absolutely charming. In a world where “the old ball and chain” and badmouthing your spouse is all too common and considered a funny joke, these two are a breath of fresh air. They seem like good humans.

The Dogist is just a constant stream of people unashamedly loving their dogs. His whole job is walking down the street and asking people to tell him stories about their dogs. As a person who generally wants to meet all of the dogs, I love seeing the posts come up on my feed.

Stanley Tucci’s series about traveling through Italy is mesmerizing. Tucci in Italy is streaming in many places. I am a vegetarian and have been for decades, but they way he talks about some of the carnivorous things he is eating makes me want to try them all.

This specific episode of Mr Rogers Neighborhood where he visits with artist Eric Carle is one of my absolute favorites. Mr Rogers is the epitome of transparent joy. If you’ve ever heard the term dopamine dressing, dressing like Mr Rogers in my cardigan and sneakers is absolutely dopamine dressing for me.

So I want to know: what is something YOU LOVE? or tell me about someone who loves something so much it makes you smile. Do it. Leave a comment. Share the love.

12 August, 2026

The Exhausting Business of Maybe

2026-08-12T17:35:19-05:00An Artist's Life|Comments Off on The Exhausting Business of Maybe

I’ve been thinking lately about bandwidth and burnout as an artist.

A few weeks ago, a friend posted on Instagram about a kind of post-event depression that sounded really familiar. She talked about the constant cycle of making, selling, and finding the next event, and the feeling that you can never really slow down. That got me thinking about how much of being an artist is actually preparing for the next thing.

In the past two weeks, I’ve written and submitted two grant applications and an article proposal, written seven blog posts for a partner, submitted work for three juries, taught three classes, designed and proposed another class and made the samples, and shipped about a dozen orders from my Etsy shops. And that’s just the stuff I remember. I also have also personal stuff going on (who doesn’t?!), laundry that needs doing, and I don’t think we’ve mowed the lawn in months. I’m sure this sounds familiar.

Most of the work I’ve been doing this week is for future work. I don’t work if I don’t make the work. There is always another application, proposal, class, project, or opportunity that needs to be imagined and prepared for. It’s a really unique kind of emotional labor: staying motivated when so much of your future depends on applying, pitching, submitting, proposing, and then waiting to find out whether someone else has decided you get to do the thing. You can spend hours thinking really hard about something, making plans, imagining how it might work—and then just WAIT for months in limbo.

There’s also an interesting balancing act in trying to apply for enough things to stay busy without applying for so many things that, if some kind of miracle happens and you get everything, you can’t actually DO all the work.

This week felt a little like a game of Jenga. Everything was rolling along, and then something minor happened that added one more thing to the endless task list. And it had a lot of unknowns. Everything wobbled. I spent 45 minutes doing dumb little computer admin tasks, supposedly trying to motivate myself to go cut down some paper for a project. I picked up and put down a couple of other projects. I was scattered and couldn’t seem to do anything.

I think this is the part of burnout that can be hard to recognize. It doesn’t always look like collapsing in a heap and being unable to work. Sometimes it looks like burnt toast: spending 45 minutes noodling around because your brain can’t figure out which thing to pick up first. Sometimes it’s the feeling that you should be able to handle just one more thing when there really isn’t any more room.

So I took my laptop outside and sat at the patio table for a while. A change of scenery often helps. Mostly, though, I just needed to stop and think.

I realized that my solution to most problems is basically: just throw more Becka at it.

Work harder. Do one more thing. Make it work. Figure it out. Add another task to the list and somehow accomplish all of it. Except there just wasn’t enough Becka to go around. So what could I throw at it instead?

It turns out I could throw someone else at it. I could ask for help.

It wasn’t the first thing I thought of. But as soon as I sent the email and asked, I could feel the wobble stabilize. My brain immediately calmed down.

The problem wasn’t magically solved. The laundry was still there and the lawn was still feral. There are still a dozen projects in limbo, but none of them needed any more me. At least right now.

Sometimes the answer to running out of bandwidth isn’t finding more bandwidth. It’s just finding another pair of hands.

5 August, 2026

Unplugging the sewing machine and making truly by hand

2026-08-05T15:49:42-05:00An Artist's Life|1 Comment

I just got done stitching a couple of handmade books this afternoon and as I walked to the kitchen to make a pot of tea, I realized I was smiling. I like making books and not just as an entertaining way to pass the time but I feel good after I’ve finished one. Books have a lot of repeating elements. There is a rhythm and order to the way you cover a board with paper and the folding and punching of signatures. The stitching method has a pattern. There have been studies that are often quoted about the way your brain responds to repetative motions like knitting as a way of reducing stress and lighting up sections of your brain that are connected to making repeated motions with your hands. No one is ever going to study bookbinding the same way, but my guess is that its the same responses and neurons that are firing.

There’s a new art marketplace that hasn’t even launched yet, but I’m part of the first wave of artists to try it out. I was the same way with Etsy. It’s always been my philosophy as an artist with any new show or program or marketplace is that none of these new things are ever going to be successful unless people participate. So I signed up before they even launched. I might even join the Discord channel because that’s where all of the beta testers are hanging out.

The new place is called Fybe. and among many of their ways of distinguishing themselves as a new kind of marketplace, they are really putting an emphasis on handmade. Their mission is to make their marketplace truly handmade – every vendor and every product is juried by human moderators, AI generated content is not allowed, and it’s community and crowd-sourced for artists by artists. Their social media graphics aren’t polished templates, but look like the way I used to make computer graphics in the 90s (in a good way.)  It sounds pretty awesome; I like the vibe. I remember 20 years ago when Etsy was more like that. Shops at Fybe haven’t even launched to the public yet, so I don’t know how much I’ll like it or if this new idea will even work, but I am willing to be one of the guinea pigs.

What does all of that have to do with making books? I was thinking about what I might want to have in this new shop. I added a bunch of patterns already because those are really easy and it lets me get to know how the platform works. It’s a logistics nightmare to try and think about having the same inventory in two online venues, so I thought maybe I’d make a few things that were just for the new place.

So I carved a new stamp of a dragon (which you can see at the top of the post). A friend told me once that I should have books with dragons on them and I thought that was a good idea. I’ve loved dragons forever. I have a paper dragon garland that hangs in my studio. The book I’m listening to as I write this has a dragon in it. I love them almost as much as dogs.

Ironically, there’s a piece of dragon fabric sitting on the other end of my studio table. It’s been there for more than a week. I love it and it’s really fun, but I haven’t done anything with it. And I was thinking as I was stitching, I should make something from that fabric and then I immediately thought no I don’t want to get my sewing machine out and all of those bits and pieces. 

For literally decades, my art was designing fabric and sewing clothes. I still do that, but I’ve been doing it less and less. I started thinking today about why that is. Do I not like sewing anymore? Nope. That’s not it. It’s that I don’t like all of the “baggage” that comes with sewing.

Everything is expensive. Fabric is expensive, especially clothing fabrics. My sewing machine cost more than my laptop and my phone (and I use those a heck of a lot more). Making an “art” piece costs a LOT of money.

It’s hard to find. I wrote a blog post recently about buying fabric from India because I was so frustrated in trying to find some basic clothing fabrics. As much as I adore Spoonflower, there are only about 2-3 of their fabrics that I would consider wearable.

I have to order everything online. I can’t get matching thread or elastic anywhere locally beyond just the bare bones basics. And my skill level is a little beyond the “gathered elastic skirt” pattern. If I run into an issue and need a little twill tape to fix it, it will be 7-10 business days before I can solve that problem.

It’s a hassle. I have to wash and iron and figure out a pattern and cut something out and I can’t do any of that in my studio. I don’t have the space. And none of those are the fun steps. I have to get out all of my machines and sewing tools because they take up too much space to have them out every day. There’s a lot of prep that has to happen.

Sewing has gotten frustrating.

What’s not frustrating? The actual sewing with my own two hands. I hand stitched part of a holiday ornament today. I’m working on something for a class. It was fun. I wanted to do some more. I thought about starting another one in a different color. There was no machine involved. Just my hands. Then I packed up some kits for my Etsy shop. Same thing. No machines, just measuring out some materials and sorting everything into kits. Then I pulled out these books to bind.

I made the covers last night so they could sit overnight for the glue to dry. It turns out paper is easy. These are all made from scraps. There’s some marbled paper I made in a class and some recycled security envelopes. I stamped on some with hand-carved stamps. I used some pieces of wood veneer. I can get paper nearly anywhere and a lot of it costs me next to nothing. These are bound with waxed linen because it’s the thread I like the best and I do have to order that online, but I don’t have to have it. I’ve also bound books with embroidery thread and a chunk of beeswax from the farmers market.

There’s not a plugged in or expensive tool in the entire process. And that’s not just kind of cool. That’s the kind of project that makes me smile the whole time I’m working on it.

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